I like Paris. I’ve only been once, but I thoroughly enjoyed it. Visited all the usual places, but I believe it was my old boss Farhad who suggested I visit the catacombs. Loads of dead as a dodo remains down there, down in the underground. It’s a place and name that’s just intrinsically entwined in … Continue reading Paris, I Love You
I’ve had some interesting neighbours in my time. Starting back in the 1980’s, when none other than Denholm Elliott was my neighbour (star of Sweeney 2 and Trading Places). I thought about that recently, because I watched the Michael Barrymore documentary and they had a News of the World journalist on it called Paul McMullan. … Continue reading Hearts & Minds – The Sweeney – Maybe the flying squad can help?
When I finally got to move, after extensive issues where I previously lived, I was happy to say the least. Turns out, it might have been a way of the previous social landlord, setting up a bad situation again, whilst feeling secure they were just that little more arms-length. I expected to move, be a … Continue reading I’ve moved, turns out that changed little
I submitted a Victims Right to Review request. Part of me felt like just dropping it. But certain things that can be described as infringements have continued. That justifiably made me decide against that, because it was clear that others would not respect my basic rights. Still the Police seem to be very confused about … Continue reading Victims Right to Review…
Resilience is such an interesting subject to me. The ability to bounce back after hard things happen. I've been doing that my entire life actually, so it would be fair to say this is in some ways quite a touchy subject for me. Actually, this post partly arises from a couple of things. But one … Continue reading Resilience
I've had to learn quite a lot about the law and legislation, as I came to realise more recently that the abuse I was experiencing, appeared to be quite clearly correlated with legislative changes. More recently, perhaps someone decided that was getting a little obvious and moved that along to inquiries, or perhaps that was … Continue reading Don’t manipulate the law to try and absolve criminal responsibility…
When I initially moved to where I live currently, I was looking for a new start and very much hoped it would be a peaceful and nice place to live. It wasn't long after the events of 2011/2012, where I had first started to raise concerns about everything that was happening to me and really … Continue reading Please, please…get me out of here!
There's criteria and due process for obtaining Home Office 'Special Grants'. I don't believe the Home Office have followed that. I've already outlined on this blog that there really are some strange 'coincidences' going on in respect of the Madeleine McCann case and I. Madeleine is now often affectionately called 'Maddie'. Hmm... It was widely … Continue reading £300K for Maddie McCann, Operation Grange. I’ve asked the National Audit Office to Investigate.
There is no doubt that there is a significant problem with the Chair of the Independent Inquiry Child Sexual Abuse, Alexis Jay. Those problems are so serious that I feel that the following legislation has been breached: Sexual Offences (Amendment Act) 1992Inquiries Act 2005Inquiries Rules 2006 A witness statement has been submitted to the Metropolitan … Continue reading Home Office & Home Secretary must act – IICSA has breached Statutory Requirements
They say they didn't really do that, justify doing that and imply I may actually be responsible for them doing that...and I'm really sick of certain Bakers. Yes, you did read the above right. As you know I recently wrote about the Independent Inquiry Child Sexual Abuse, questioning whether they had in fact just breached … Continue reading IICSA have decided to reverse a decision to breach the Sexual Offences Amendment Act
Obviously, I am completely aware that I should not discuss the contents of the Witness Statements I have submitted to the Metropolitan Police. However, I have justified reasons for believing they may not be considering all information provided to them. I feel that I need to make a public record of exactly all reports, statements … Continue reading Statements & Information Submitted to the Police
There are always consequences. You might not feel them yet. But you will in the end. I have no doubt of that. It's the universal rule. You are free to choose, but you are not free of the consequences. They literally don't stop do they? These 'important' authoritarian types. They don't have red lines. Theresa … Continue reading Did the IICSA just breach the legislation I was abused to correlate with?
I think they're mistaken... Once again, I feel that an abuse of power is occurring in respect of the Independent Inquiry Child Sexual Abuse. I made a simple request. I'd like to receive copies of my personal data. I'd like to receive all personal data in connection with me applying for Core Participant status, in … Continue reading The IICSA are withholding my personal data due to Legal Privilege
I've never wanted to 'complain'. All I've ever wanted is to not be abused, in a way that is correlated with legislative changes and for the Violence, FGM, GBH and Child Sexual Abuse I've endured to be officially rectified. Apparently, when abuse victims dare to say they have been abused they are now 'complainants'. That … Continue reading Who thinks it’s funny to turn victims of serious criminal offences into ‘complainants’?
Crimes are crimes. It does not matter who is committing them or who is behind them being committed, the law should apply to all. For me, it is not enough to merely sue civilly to try and achieve justice. I want people locked up. I want every single person involved and every single person ultimately … Continue reading Are Conflicts of Interest the source of the Government & Politicians not acting? Conflicts of Interests that go right up to the Cabinet…
I think the authorities knew something that I wasn't able to figure out at the time... The abuse correlated with legislation continues, whilst the authorities refuse to act and others appear to gain from it. As I'm preparing my Civil case for the multiple failures and things I've suffered, over an extensive period of time, … Continue reading The Injuries Don’t Make Sense
This is a brief post prior to putting the final touches on my civil case. When I initially went to the Independent Inquiry Child Sexual Abuse, I told them that I felt that as a result of child sexual abuse (one aspect of abuse that I suffered), and a media article that followed, I felt … Continue reading The Appalling Behaviour of the Authorities Continues…
It's that time of night where really I should be resting, up fresh tomorrow to continue with my legal case. Usually I'm asleep at this time. But after tossing and turning and my skin having some kind of reaction to something, rather than let it get to me, I decided to write a post, I … Continue reading Writing to release some emotion and pain
Work I am proud of - my first ever Literature Review When I decided to do my MBA, I'd never been to University. I worked diligently for a long time, at home and got a fantastic result. To take a little break from the wider more serious issues I'm experiencing, I've decided to share my … Continue reading Strategic Management
It’s political - but seeking justice shouldn't be politicised. Sometimes I wish I could spend time with the people that are ultimately responsible for what’s happened to me, in a safe environment, on the basis that an honest conversation could occur. I know that sounds odd but I feel that. That’s because I don’t deserve … Continue reading I Deserve Answers & Justice
It's hard saying goodbye to animals that have given you so much love and joy. Ever since I was a little girl, I've been around cats and animals. I have always loved my cats so much, because as long as you care for them and are nice to them they are lovely and affectionate to … Continue reading It’s time to say goodbye to my beautiful Muffin
In my life I’ve lived in three different London Boroughs. The first was Camden. Camden is one of those eclectic areas, a mix of multi-million £ houses, you could pick up for £30K when I was a kid, with homeless people sleeping in doorways, curtesy of a Labour local authority that continuously chastises the current … Continue reading What do the Local Authorities know?
I am still suffering abuse that is directly correlated with legislative changes and events occurring within the Government... It's been almost a week since my last blog post. I needed to take some time to think. One of the most difficult things about the abuse I've experienced is that much of it has involved networks … Continue reading The Police corruption continues and I need to take practical steps
My last piece was about the Ministry for Housing, Communities and Local Government handing private property developers a £200,000,000 windfall, in order for them to replace the flammable cladding they approved to wrap their buildings in. That Department tried to get me in for an interview several years back. Good job that didn't happen. I … Continue reading Westminster Abuse Fire, get Operation Hydrant on the case!
Grenfell Tower was a national disgrace, but one that continues... How nice it must feel today, being a property owner with a building covered in dangerous cladding. The freeholders in particular must be rejoicing. Personally, my opinion is that developers shoulder some responsibility for the materials they use to develop their properties, whilst the Government … Continue reading £200,000,000 for Property Owners – What about Social Housing Tenants?
It's time for them to explain it to a judge... The whole time I've experienced abuse that is directly correlated with legislative changes, the likes of the Metropolitan Police and the Royal Free Hospital have been doing their upmost to conceal the abuse I've suffered. They are COMPLICIT. On a general level, I've got nothing … Continue reading Metropolitan Police and Royal Free NHS Trust went too far!
Society is rotten. It needs to change and I have to say...ladies, I love you, but you're letting the side down! I started to contact people about the abuse I'd experienced in 2016 and went to the Metropolitan Police in January 2017. They decided they were keen to do something about one issue, but ignore … Continue reading MeToo…I gained from her loss too!
Bit frosty isn’t it...maybe I should get Robert Frost on the case? Us Brits, we have a thing about the weather. Too hot. Too cold. Too Sunny. Too Wet. MeToo! I like a crisp sunny day, but not too hot of course. This unusually cold May has given me inspiration to write about Robert Frost. … Continue reading The Road Not Taken – Robert Frost, a Dead Aunt & Isolation
Do one BRexit. I'm sick of being the legislative slave of the Commons...the abuse needs to stop. Seriously, I’m not joking, this situation is really bothering me now. I deserve a normal life. What am I, the legislative slave of the commons? I’ve either been lied to my entire life or certain things and propaganda … Continue reading Abuse not Game of Thrones
Is the only problem in my life abuse that correlates with legislative changes or does this go much deeper? Like most people, I couldn't help but to be a little intrigued in respect of what exactly happened to Madeleine McCann. Lets be honest, you couldn't avoid this story if you tried. It's now even got … Continue reading Is it Madeleine McCann or Madeleine MKCann?
Memo for SAC...what's that about? Don't you mean sack? I was utterly repulsed when I discovered that endless suffering, including physical, psychological and sexual abuse, had been planned to coincide with relevant legislative changes. Seriously, what kind of utter perversion is that? It needs to stop. Please don't get me started on this bizarre doppelganger … Continue reading Political & Psychological Warfare
How many times do I need to say it...the abuse is correlated with legislative changes... Never have I felt such disdain for someone I've never met than I currently do for Alexis Jay, Chair of the Independent Inquiry Child Sexual Abuse. One of her minions just wrote me an email, stating that because I'm exposing … Continue reading Alexis Jay
Because you've abused me. The abuse is correlated with legislative changes... You already know that I'm really tired of doppelgangers. I don't like Royal doppelganging or School, Boyfriend or Authority doppelgangers. It's just simply perverse. It's so unethical, lacking in morals and intelligent thinking, that it's really lucky that I've spent three decades exercising and … Continue reading Do Not GASLIGHT Me
Also, please stop abusing me in a way that directly correlates with legislative changes... I started out on the subject of doppelgangers last night. I covered how this theme had been personally impacting my life since I was an innocent little girl. There is no area of my life that the doppelganger thing hasn't touched. … Continue reading What is this Perverse Political Doppelganger thing about?
They say that a doppelganger is a lookalike of a living person. Lookalike is an interesting term, because I came across this in the Media Agencies I worked for, because they utilise 'lookalike targeting' for online advertising. Doppelgangers are nasty and they can signify bad luck. A doppelganger is a German word made up of … Continue reading What is going on with this Doppelganger thing?
There are some rights that should always be protected. The right to have a private life that is free of state interference, when you are a law abiding citizen, is a right I believe should never be undermined. As human beings, we need hobbies and interests, things we enjoy doing and that bring us joy. … Continue reading The Ministry of Love – I’m Tired of Living in Room 101
Trauma & Associations Health is one of the most important things to an individual isn't it? Lets face it, if you have health issues, particularly ones that are ongoing, painful and drain how you feel from a well-being perspective, it's pretty difficult. That's just the physical health issues. Trauma impacts you. If it doesn't there's … Continue reading Medical Abuse Part 1: Do Not Cause Me Health Problems
It is not random. The abuse is directly correlated with relevant legislative changes. If it's random, why won't anyone investigate that? I don't always trust words, but data and patterns don't lie... One of the most horrible things that I've realised, as I've searched for the answers about what has happened to me, is that … Continue reading The Abuse is Correlated with Legislative Changes
My Application for Core Participant Status - Westminster Investigation My contact with the Independent Inquiry Child Sexual Abuse (IICSA) started in 2016. I've already mentioned some strange coincidences in this respect that happened in my mid teens. For example, the Westminster Hearings were being held in Pococks Street and the fact my Dad used to … Continue reading Independent Inquiry Child Sexual Abuse
Being able to express yourself is a very positive thing. I've never been particularly creative and I'd certainly say that I doubt this little piece would get graded highly by the English teacher contingent, but I don't care, because I wrote this to express myself. Call it writing, a poem or just simply words, for … Continue reading Expression